Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Grateful...But Worried

From The Imitation of Christ:

"Thou hast not yet resisted unto blood."

(Thomas A Kempis, Third Book, section 19, pg. 200)

I am grateful that no one is waiting to inflict unimaginably horrible tortures upon me for being a Christian. (Been reading Eusebius' History of the Church)

I am worried over the fact that I would probably deny my Lord if that were ever to happen.

How do we strengthen our faith so that we achieve a state where "perfect Love casts out all fear"?

From Shakespeare:

"Come, lady, die to live. This wedding day..."

(Much Ado About Nothing, Act IV.1.253)

There's so much meaning packed into that line...

The Bloodless Martyrdom.

Actual Martyrdom.

Being a Christian in general.

Needless to say, there are more ways to die than one.

2 comments:

Rady said...

Too unfortunate that, in this day and age, there's still discrimination against Christians. I have to say thank goodness our lives are free of that here. What you said is a very concrete example of a temptation to deny the Lord, but what about less obvious ones? I think we have to think about that issue in regards to small occurences in our daily lives too, maybe not to such a grand scale of Peter's denial, hopefully.

And that is a big question. The simple answer (if there were ever a simple answer to these type of questions) is to know your purpose, your goal, and love and accept yourself and the world so that you have nothing to be afraid of! Haha... if only...

Pauline said...

Mm..The Bloodless Martyrdom and Actual Martyrdom?
Something I've been pondering all day. Are the two completely different or is one not actually martyrdom?(Depending on what martyrdom is..)
Eep! Questions questions.

Thanks for making me think some more! :)